I haven't wrote lately so here goes...Sunday I went to church and had a great time. I really got something out of being at church. I learned that I am destined for greatness and I have to stop living the mediocre life. I want to be a great woman of God but to be quite honest I'm scared. I'm scared in a good way and a bad way. The bad way is what scares me. I know I shouldn't worry about what people, my friends, or my boyfriend may think or act towards me but I can't help it. I'm only human. I know what God has for me is the best but it's hard dealing with doubts and insecurities. I pray for God to show me the way with everything in my life but I'm having a hard time seeing past my reality. What I want out of life the most is to have a strong walk with God, a great career, a loving husband, and 4 kids but are those things possible? To top it all off the worst thing I might have to face is the man I love may not be the man for me. What is important is what God wants for me. I pray for my relationship everyday because I do believe this is my soul mate. I'm confuse on this new journey I am embarking on but I know with God leading the way I will be alright.
Until Next Time,
Teeda...
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